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Posted on July 30, 2006 @ 9:33 am
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[ mood | calm ]

Everythings been going quite well. Im single; I dont know how I feel about that. Jamie hooked Jeff and I up with a handle that we brought to Bad Fish. We got drunk for the show, didn't know there was three opening bands. I was disgustingly sober by the time Bad Fish played. It was still a wicked sweet show. Jeff, Nicole, and I went back and crashed at there house because I had to work in the morning. I stayed in after work because I was suppose to hang out with my dad but of course something had "come up". I went to sleep around ten and got a decent twelve hours of shut eye. My sister Julie came over and we loaded up the kayaks and went kayaking. We came home, I hung out for a bit. Amy, Jeff, and Nicole came to pick me up and we went over to there house. Jeff and I drank the rest of our handle and found things he didn't want to see. Everyone else came over to watch movies, i.e. Garden State. We ended up leaving the house at ten to go pick up Pat, Jason, Dale, Jake, and James. We went to Narragansett beach and drank, we left shortly though; the parking lots were closing. We decided to go over to Black Point. As soon as all the cars got there and everyone was standing around about to go walk to the beach a fucken cop pulls in. He gets out of his goddamn car and asked our ages and curfews. He searched Pats bag but didn't see the weed, haha. Dale could have considered himself lucky because the cop didn't search his bag with an eighth of mush, and a decent size bottle of vodka. So he "suggested" that we left, so we did and went to CVS. Amy had the boys pile in her car so she could give them rides home. Katie drove Nicole, Jason and I around neighborhoods at one in the morning punking signs, reflectors, and pile ons. We took everything we stole and stuck them in the ground in a line down Sand Turn road, hah. Yes it was something we would do. Went to the Baradas house and crashed. I got home somehow in the morning and hung out with my sister. It was her nineteenth birthday! She deffinetly had a good time because shes completely passed out now. So last night Jason, Melissa, Katie, and Nicole picked me up from work. We went to Cumberland Farms to get Spirits. Went back to Amys had a few mixed drinks and smoked a nice blunt, thanks to "Cheech & Chong". I cant remember what we did, but eventually we fell asleep and I got home. Until the next time, keep it sexy.

xx

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Posted on July 24, 2006 @ 12:45 am
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[ mood | good ]

Fiona Apple was amazing. I cant believe how incredable she is. I couldn't have asked for more from Damien Rice either. We got back home around 2 or so and Jason and I went to Amys. There was a pretty sweet party going on. Got decently drunk, stayed up all night. Wont forget that night, it was everything I had waited for. Slept from 6am til 9am. Worked from 130 until 630. Amy picked me up, we went over to Melissa's were some pals were hanging out. We ran over to coin star at Stop and Shop, then walked to Newport Cafe so Melissa could grab some grub. I had to be in by 11 because Leslie is keeping a close watch on me...whatever. Slept damn well, got up at 1230 or so and showered for work. Worked, Jason picked me up then we drove to Cranston to the Barada's grandma's house. Then we went to this Saint Marys festival. It was wicked stinkin' but fun. The fireworks were better than OMF's on the fourth. I took a few decent pictures on my phone...i dont like camera phones. Anyways, Im going to burn Damien Rice for Becca. Night you silly little bitch.

xx

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Posted on July 19, 2006 @ 6:23 pm
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[ mood | blah ]

Oh dear, last night was way crazy. I got out of work at 8 and my mom picked me up. We drove home, I threw some clothes together in a back pack and looked around hopelessly for the liquor Emmy was suppose to pick up. Since I couldn't find it, I called her and she apologized because she forgot. She told me to go take the handle of vodka from under her bed, half full. I was wicked excited because it was more than I would have gotten from Marissa. Jason, Becca, Pete, and Jeff picked me up. We drove over to Petes house so he could grab his beer, then we headed back to Amys and stopped to pick up cigarettes and gas. We arrived and I made myself, Jeff and Nicole cocktails. They were tasty. Jamie arrived and Jeff and I almost blew. She had her own vodka and we all made screw drivers. I never realized how much I liked them. We danced a little bit to White Rabbit, and How Many Licks. I made another cocktail, mind you that was my third half and half drink. To round it up I drank way too much in little time. Jamie and I wanted to take a bath, so we did with ourselves Nicole and Jeff joined eventually too. It was quite a scene, all of us drunk off our asses, cramped in the tub. We realized we had let the water run for twenty minutes without noticing that it wasn't filling up. We finally filled it up, and then I ran out to go dance in the rain and thunder; Jamie, Nicole and Jeff followed me on my tail. Then I came in with intentions of smoking a cigarette, but as I sat down I felt sick as fuck. I changed out of someones wet shirt and jeffs boxers into my own jammies. Putting my pants on wet legs took me a while and just made my head spin. So I went outside and blew chunks a few times over the deck railing. I layed down on the deck in the rain, it felt good and I was too dizzy to move into the house. After five minutes Becca and Katie took me inside though I insisted on laying out there. I layed on the couch and puked in the trash can because the whole 15 feet walk to the couch made me feel nausious. I puked a bit, and rinsed my mouth out with water that Becca had brought to me. I slept with my head on the trash can because I felt to nasty to move my head two inches to the pillow. I woke up around two thirty or three and Jeff and Becca brought me to Amys room where everyone was sleeping. It was comfortable in there with the air conditioning. I slept with Amy in her bed, us both using bed sheets as a blanket. We love using them for blankets. I woke up with everyone who was getting up around nine or so. I knew I had a bad bad hangover. I moved my head and I felt sick as fuck. But I made it home and called my aunt to send my freelance work to the man, Dan, who had contacted me for it. I did that then layed down for a bit with some water. I decided to call out of work because my body was exhausted, the past week completely caught up with me. Plus, fuck that. Anyways, I did some cleaning and received awesome feed back on the shots of hockey products I shot. Then the fall RISD catalog came in the mail!!! Theres two classes Im dying to take. Fashion Photography, and Beyond the Darkroom; both classes are with the same teacher I had for Introduction to Black and White Photography. I hope I can work things out so I can take at least one of the classes. Im working out getting my dog, Lucy, back. Lucy is the dog that my dad bought for me to have, so I wouldn't feel alone, and gave it away 3 months later. My mom is considering letting me bring her to the new house if I can get her back from the person my dad gave her too. I know the person has two other Boston Terriers so hopefully she wont be reluctant to give her back. I would have to pay money from my own pocket to send her to doggy boot camp so she would be trained, shes a nutty little girl. I love her so much, and to have something mean so much to you and have it taken away is the most pain Ive ever endured. Im going to go for a bike ride with my mom. All of my love.

xx

Oh yes, how could I forget;

FIONA APPLE IN TWO DAYS!
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Posted on July 18, 2006 @ 12:04 pm
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[ mood | cheerful ]

Ive been busy but bored lately. Work is somewhat a pisser, my hours are getting cut back because they've hired some more cashiers. It blows, I need to make some decent money every week. Thankfully Ive had the opportunity to do some freelance, and have made $130 so far. I still have to add in money based on the amount of time it takes me to send each file. I can put everything in my portfolio which is very nice. I also finally recieved my evaluation from my Into to Photography at RISD; awesome feedback. Big party tonight at Amys, Im so excited. Except I have to work a 6 hour shift before hand. Atleast I have something to look forward too. It should be busy as well, which always passes time more quickly. Im going to see Fiona Apple on Friday night with Jason, Becca and Beccas sister. I cant wait, its going to be a blast. Damien Rice is opening for her, and hes just as incredable as Fiona. We'll take a commuter rail up to Boston then meet with Beccas sister and head to the concert, maybe have dinner before. The tickets were expensive but I know it will be worth it. I should jump into the shower so Im not too stinky for work, and when Im dancing later tonight losing my self. Stay sexy bitches.

xx

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Posted on July 12, 2006 @ 11:44 am
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[ mood | satisfied ]

The last two days (Monday & Tuesday) Ive had off from work. Its been real, hah. Monday I slept in a bit, spent time in the sun. Went kayaking with my mom. I forgot how much work kayaking is, sweet jesus. I went out with James, Pat, and Jason around 9 or so. We went down to the rocks at the end of the wall. Smoked a bowl, and hung out a bit. We drove around after we left, and ended up driving to James house so he could get his weed. We went back into town because we were expecting to pick up weed. Ended up not being able to get anything, everywhere is fucking dry. So then we left town and went back to Shannok to smoke an antigravity bong in Jasons tree house. It was pretty sweet, Im not going to lie. Jason gave me a ride home, and I stayed up for a bit before I could fall asleep. I had to wake up early yesturday morning because I had a doctors appointment. My nana met us there after my appointment because she wanted to take me shopping. It was fun, I had a good time. I think she did too. I did nothing all afternoon once I got home. Then Amy, Jeff, and Nicole picked me up around 830. We went into town to meet up with Jason and Rebecca. Jason bought me a pack of PJs cigarettes in Canada, he gave them to me; I smoked them. We went to Narragansett beach and sat on the sand, in a circle talking. I got home really early, and gave my mom a fashon show of my clothes, it was somewhat fun. I went to bed after that. I slept in this morning, sorted clothes in the basement. Im giving away a shitload of everything. I made some guacamole for the fridge; now hes not hungry. I have to go in to work at 330, I think I may shower now.

xx

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Posted on July 07, 2006 @ 6:47 pm
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[ mood | blah ]

My cell phone is damn pimp. I bought a memory card and the usb cord to load MP3s to my phone; though I still havn't figured out how to do it ilegally. Wednesday night I was hanging around, I was planning on just staying in and screwing around with my phone. Mike called and wanted to meet up at South County Commons. So we hung around Brewed Awakenings looking for bud. DJ picked up a 20 sac for me, so Mike and I found a ride to his house where we went for a walk and smoked most of it. Then Mikes brother gave me a ride home, where I crashed when i came in. I slept in Thursday, and hung around. I went in for work at 330, and was released at 730. I picked up DJ and we lounged around and watched a movie or two. This morning I woke up fairly early and spent some time in the sun. I came in, packed some clothes in mondo boxes. Took a shower that had been well overdue. Mom came home from work and took me out to Umbrella Factory. I bought a few things; shirt, earings, ring, necklace. We left and headed over to the bank to cash my pay check. Went to Brewed Awakenings so I could eat a late lunch with some random gift card Kat gave me. Ran quickly over to the movie theatre and saw Pirates of the Carribean with my momma. Momma and me time today, it was nice. Tomorrow morning before I go to work we're going kayaking. Boy do I miss kayaking. I have to go clean up my junk.

xx

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Posted on July 05, 2006 @ 2:21 pm
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[ mood | cheerful ]

Im getting really excited. Once my mom comes home from work, shortly, I will be going to get my cell phone upgraded! I dont know what Im up for paying yet, Ill see whats what when I get to Verizon. Im going to make sure Im happy with it, Ill probably buy a Samsung or LG. Ive had the best luck with durability with those companies. I need to stop at Ethnics too, to get a couple earings for my tragus and my cartilage. Tonight I should be hanging out with Laudine. Then meeting up with Jason so we all can hang out together, as one. Im so goddamn bored. I showered around 1130, so I dont feel dirty any more. I watched Crazy/Beautiful like I said. I wanted to talk with DJ again but I think hes dead asleep. Well, Im going to brush my teeth so they're not cheesy.

.....we sold some mushroom tea, we sold some ecstasy, we sold nitrous, opium, acid, heroin and PCP.....

xx

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Posted on July 05, 2006 @ 11:20 am
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[ mood | dirty ]

Alright, so Sunday I worked from 230-730. I cant remember whether it was good or not, my brain is shot. I eventually ended up at Amys with her, Jeff, Jason, Nicole, Becca, Chris, Ashley, and Katie. Amy got a phone call from Jess P telling us to join her down at Roy Carpenders because there was a dance party and everyone was drunk. So no one would listen to me for directions so it took us a little bit to get there and find somewhere to park, whatever. So we got there, and Jeff and I began our search for Jamie. We saw James, which is fucken awesome. I havn't seen that boy for so long. We finally found Jamie and were trying to think of whose liquor we could steal. Her sister Jess had a handle in her car and said we could all go drink. So we took a journey to her car, which was where we had parked our cars, which was pretty far away. Anyways, we got there, we drank more tanqueray than we should have. Jeff and I were fucken shitty drunk, to the point that I was disgusted with myself because I could feel that I was going to be real annoying. So I tried to keep my mouth shut most of the ride home. We stopped and picked up cigarettes and then dashed home. I went to sleep with Nikki almost as soon as we got in because my head was fucken spinning. She gave me pants to sleep in and brought me a bottle of water, shes so kind; i love her, i love her, i love her! Jason had to be home by 10 because he had to work, and Amy had to drop her car off to be fixed so she just woke Jason and I up at like 830 and took us both home. I came home and drank lots of water then slept. Ive never had such a shitty hangover in my life. I thought my whole head was going to blow. I had to go to work at 2 because I told Shelly I would cover her 2-6. Which turns out good because I want more money in my pay check. So I got out of work, bought some sushi, and Emily drove us to the campground where my mom and her best friend were. I ate my sushi while everyone ate their gross dinners. Emily and I left after a while, we stopped home so she could change before she went out. She dropped me off at DJs on her way to do whatever. I get into DJs and Adrian and Collin are there. They flipped channels a bit until they left. Then DJ went to smoke, we came back, and hung out. I fell asleep. He finally woke me up and I noticed he was playing video games, I nearly jolted out of bed. Ugh, video games fry your brain. He told me he knew I would get pissed if I woke up and saw him playing video games; boy does he know me well. I came home crashed, woke up around 9 because I didn't want to oversleep since I had to be in to work at 12. I got "released" at 5 and went to pick pockets with my nana. She took me home and I changed a few times before my mom came home and brought me to DJs. I got there and it was pouring rain. I was so bummed because I really wanted to go out and get wasted before the fireworks. AND THEN IT STOPPED RAINING!!! So we left to go drink at the graveyard, 1/3 of the way there I realized I forgot my cigarettes at his house. I cant go anywhere without my cigarettes, so we went back and got them. We drank at the graveyard, and started smoking until DJs lighter ran out of fluid, which was shortly after he had just packed the bowl. So we left for OMF, and we were walking around trying to find someones lighter so we could smoke. I saw Jeff, Amy, Jason, Andrea, Pete, Katie, that whole crew and said hi. Then we continued our search for a lighter and thats when the lights in the field went off to start the fireworks, so it was hard to find anyone. We saw Pat and Mike R, said hello then went back to see if we could borrow Jasons lighter, which he kindly allowed. We smoked behind someones car until we got sketched out because two cops walked by. We went over to a tree and sat down to watch the end of the fireworks. Once the fireworks were done we went to find the crew again. I was leaving to go hang with them at the beach. It took us a while to get to the car, but we finally arrived. We listened to 311!!! I was dancing, in my seat and own skin. We went to the wall and saw Laudine, Morgan, and Joanna. Jeff did his prank calls to give those girls a taste of who he is. They fucken laughed there asses off. Inbetween then we yelled at people going passed us walking the wall, basically just fucken with them. I wound up home pretty early, Amy had to be in by 12. I went upstairs, talked to DJ and went to bed. I need to go fucken go shower, my hair is greezy. Then Im going to watch Crazy/Beautiful.

.....My words are my world, believe it or not they mean a lot to some....

xx

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Posted on July 02, 2006 @ 10:29 am
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[ mood | chipper ]

Everything is fantastic. I've been working a lot, but even though I cover a lot of hours I still manage to see my friends and have a good time.Thursday night, I got out of work and met up with hott shits at the hera gallery. DJ got me bud, which helped out future plans for the night. Time passed, then Amy, Jason, Nicole, Becca, Natalie and I all went over to Natalies. We went in the anex which was fucken sweet. Smoked some pot outside with Jason, Becca, and Natalie. It was so nice out. Natalies yard was so gorgeous. Jason and I were fascinated with the Tiger Lilys. We eventually left after talking about nameless people from SK. I slept in friday, spent some time outside and watched match point with emily. I worked from 430 til 930 which went by smoothly, it was somewhat fun. Emily picked me up, I made a quick stop home to grab some tequila and a beer. Erin and Emily then brought me to Jasons where his little shin dig was. So I got smashed off the tequila, beer, and fucking yummy mixed drink Jason had made. We smoked a few bowls, and then Jason and I went on the trampoline. We smoked mad cigarettes then took our time getting up the porch stairs to chill with everyone. Smoked more bowls, whistled Threes Company and the Golden Girls, haha. Then we moved onto the porch where I had another beer, and Jeff made silly fucken prank phone calls, "ma, you got the chickens?". Then we were creeped out when a police car drove by, Eva pratically ran into the house to hide. Shes a trip that girl. Most of us slept at Jasons,watched Golden Girls until everyone passed out. Woke up and watched the Simple Life with Jeff, Jason and Nicole. I came home, showered went to work with a shitty headache. 2-8 was a particularly long day. Walked to Melissas house where everyone was for her graduation party. It was a good time, really. We sat by the fire and told her grandfather [bomb man] the difference between a poopy bitch, a stinky bitch, and a silly little bitch. He got a major kick out of it. Momma B was doing this process on everyones hands which tells you how many kids you'll have when your older. Mind you shes never been wrong with this, which is really cool. It showed that I wasnt going to have any kids. We tried a few different times, then we tried with my ring on the necklace and it still showed nothing. Then we tried my other ring on the string which has my energy, and it showed one girl. So maybe Ill have a little girl, her name will be Madeline. Amy, Jason and I went to go get more bud from DJ. Hes my boy, he sold me some of his stash for way cheap. We picked up cigarettes at CVS, then cruised back to Melissas. We eventually left and went to Black Point where Jamie had been waiting for us to get there. So we got there smoked numerous bowls, met up with drunken beautiful Jamie. That girl is nuts, she Jeff and I are going to have quite the time the next time we all chill. She let Jeff and I drink some of her vodka. We left and I rode in the back of Amys car because we had to bring Jason and myself home and Amy was driving us with Jeff, Nicole and her two cousins Ashley and Chris; mad cool kids. So it was an adventure, but a nice one. I got in and washed my face then pretty much crashed. So this morning is beautiful and I've had enough of writing my past few fantastic days. Its time to enjoy the sun, natural vitamin C.

....."bring your secrets to me, just give me your hand and Ill let you feel the wounds; they put in me".....

xx

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Posted on June 29, 2006 @ 1:06 pm
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[ mood | lazy ]

Summertime. I cant even explain how excited I am. I've been waiting so fucking long for this. Too bad the weathers been pretty lame. I've had some definite good times. AFI in NYC, Prom with my niggas, Drinking buds with Jeff, Smoking chron with Jason, Drinking Jasons family heirloom, Hott sex, etc. Oh yes, stealing shit from walmart. Jeff and I are on the loose, lock your goods silly bitches. Work is good, fat fat checks. I'm getting a new cell phone next wednesday, which is dope. I've been wanting to play some badmitten, or tennis, or go kayaking. But mainly, I want to trip. Oh fuck, Im phening for acid. Things are looking up, I may get some tomorrow. I cant get my hopes up too high because I dont want to be let down. I have to work pretty soon, 2-8. I hate those 6 hour shifts, they're killers. That just means I'll need a good load of Red Bull. Peace for now, keep it sexy.

xx

....bitterness, love and violence.....

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Posted on March 31, 2006 @ 12:41 pm
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[ mood | grateful ]

Life is savvy. This week has been pretty fine. Ive stayed home from school for the most part because I had the flu. Today I feel much better. Yesturday was my birthday and everything went very nice. I went into school for the first 3 periods and Cassie made me cupcakes, such a doll. Then I came home and slept. I went out to dinner at Seven Moons with my mum, nana, and uncle. It was wicked sweet, my uncle is a riot so he made me laugh so hard. I came home quickly then went to pick up DJ, and he came over. I love him, he was so sweet to me. He bought me loads of film, a gift card to get film developed and a cute card. This morning I found my present from Cassie in the milk box. She had a picture of us framed, a bunch of make-up, a drawing, and gum. The presents I got from both Cassie and DJ were very thoughtful and completly make me happy and thankful for the both of them. Today I talked with Jonelle on the phone, I had decided to call her because I didn't know whether or not she had been receiving my texts. Turns out the screen on her phone was broken so she couldn't get my number to call me or text. It was pure bliss hearing her voice. I love her and miss her and everything. It made me so happy to talk with her. Now Im going to try to clean my room up a bit more, or just watch Andy Milonakis.

xox

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Posted on March 23, 2006 @ 8:10 pm
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[ mood | disappointed ]

Once again, school royally blows. Art is terrible, Jeremiah never has ANYTHING nice to say about my work. Everything I try is always wrong. Why should we be graded on talent? Ive been trying so hard, and she sees straight through it. I totally give up.

xox

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Posted on March 21, 2006 @ 7:30 pm
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[ mood | distressed ]

I cant school much longer.

.....even if I cared to try I, I couldn't please them.....

xox

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Posted on March 02, 2006 @ 6:36 pm
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[ mood | jubilant ]

I have been so happy lately, it feels so nice. Today went pretty well. I think I did alright on my geometry test, and my speech in english went okay. I got an applause, and mad props for my visual. Art is another story; my teacher decided to tell me, note that Im half way through the project, that Im really missing the idea of the assignment. Its so disappointing because I was really trying, and Im not good at shading. Ill get over it though, move on. Im friends with Cassie again, and it feels awesome. I love her, shes such a good person, Ill always forgive her. Im really missing Jonelle, its crazy. I was looking through my yearbook and came across her picture and shed some tears. I love her, shes amazing and beautiful and a great friend. I hope shes able to visit wicked soon. After school I went over to Laudines house to play in the snow. Then she whipped her snowboard out and started snowboarding down her driveway. So I felt compelled to run home and grab mine. We snowboarded for a bit, it was fun. I forgot that I really enjoy snowboarding. I think Im going to start doing it a lot, because its a BLAST. Hah, I love being a faggot ass nerd. Anyways, Im going to go do some random shit.

xox

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Posted on February 26, 2006 @ 11:59 pm
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[ mood | awake ]

My vacation has been more than fantastic. I really had a blast spending time with everyone. Im sick now though. Ive had a cold since thursday, and can't shake this cough. Its probably because I continued to go out every nite and smoke excessively. But thats what I do, right? Today I watched the end of Troy, and Kingdom of Heaven. Those movies are incredable, I love them. I worked on my photography powerpoint a bit too, though its not finished yet. Tomorrow Im staying home from school to get another day of rest in, plus I puked tonite. I have no idea what to do with myself right now, Im completly awake. Im not sure whether I want to sleep in my bed, or on the couch. I havn't been able to sleep in my bed too well lately. Its strange because its really comfortable and its new. Thats So Raven is on, Im going to to go try to watch it, hopefully Ill grow tired.

xox

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Posted on February 11, 2006 @ 7:30 pm
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[ mood | giddy ]

Today was so bomb, well so far atleast. Amy, and Jeff drove over around 1, and Matty came over a little after. So we go smoke some pot and cigarettes outside on the patio, then come inside. AK is so nice, love it. His piece is pretty sweet too. Inside we just chilled for about 45 minutes, with Jason. We didn't do much but I had fun with them kids. Once they left I cleaned my room, which I had to do. Then my uncle came over, and I still had a pretty nice buzz, and I look down at his hand and its mad ass swolen. I started dying laughing, and I asked why his hand was fuckin huge, and he told me that he had a dream the nite before and he punched the bed side lamp. HAHAHAHAHA, I finally got his ass to go to the hospital, so hes there now. He called me and told me the doctor said it was fractured, hahahaha. I find it funny, Im hysterically laughing. But he'll be coming here and then taking me to DJs, which will be a good time...hands down.

.....and girl i, i wanna be the papa you can be the mom.....

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Posted on February 10, 2006 @ 11:21 pm
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[ mood | mellow ]

So much to say...My iPOD was stolen on tuesday, fucked up. The study hall ladies saw me listening to it, so I took my headphones off and gave it to them. So they give me a dirty look and ask me to give them my iPOD, so I was like fine, whatever. 10 minutes later, one lady came over to me and asked if someone had given it back and i was pretty much taken a-back. I told her I had only given it to her, and then I asked where it was. She just kind of looked over at this table of immature, cocky, faggots and then walked away. So Lynch comes in and threatened people to fess up then, and no one did. He told me he was going to wait a couple minutes, come back in and search everyone. That doesn't happen, and the bell rings and everyone leaves. So there goes one of the only chances to get it back, because as soon as you leave that room, the person who has it has the opportunity to either hide it and keep it for themselves or sell it. Then in there I was pissed and knew that the iPOD was fuckin gone. I talked to Lynch, the next day I think, and he said he was going to interview everyone in the study hall. Like that would do shit, anyone can lie, it doesn't take fuckin much. Thats not going to do anything. Now I have to go talk to him about who will be buying me a new iPOD, schools insurance or the study hall ladies who had the iPOD stolen in front of their FOUR FUCKIN SETS OF EYES. I am outraged, I have so much hatred for everyone who doesn't know me. I just can't believe someone would take that from me, its pretty much my most valuable possession that is one of the best things in my life. It sounds stupid but that iPOD is a lifeline to me. Even if the person didn't take the iPOD from me on purpose, its a selfish thing to do. Either to keep it for themselves or sell it so they can make money, its so fucked up. Other than that my week was fine I guess. DJ came over on Tuesday and Thursday, which made me forget about the iPOD situation. I had fun with him, we drew pictures and watched movies, I braided his hair too. My report card wasn't as terrible as I thought it was going to be, which is a brief relief, hah. Tonite Hillary and Jeff picked me up, we went to marshalls and the dollar store. It was pretty fun, those kids are wonderful. We went over to brewed awakenings after and met up with cool kids. I smoked a few cigarettes, and hung around. Jason and Amy came over there after they got home from their "Body Worlds" field trip. I was thrilled to hear about it, I can't wait to go to the one in New York. Jason told me he was moved by the art. He showed me this book of most of the art that was there, its incredable. I appreciate everything that this german guy has created, brilliant mind. Im home now, and tired and I havn't updated in what seems like quite a while. Im going to go, catch some shut eye or degrassi, if its on.

xox

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Posted on February 04, 2006 @ 4:55 pm
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[ mood | happy ]

My nite turned out beautifully last nite. Jason and Melissa picked me up around 9, we headed over to the talent show. We were helped sneaking in by double Matts. We watched the last few acts. I got to see Jeff and Nicole there and stuff. It was fun while it lasted. Then Jason Melissa and I met up with Andrea and Pete at CVS to find something to do. Lou came over, and Melissa had to go home, so they went off. Jason, Andrea, Pete and I went driving around narragansett and bonnet. It wasn't much, but I had a good time. I slept in til about 12:30, it was refreshing alrite. I had a mellow afternoon, showered and such. Jason is going to pick me up with Andrea and Pete to go to Newburys and possibly Panera for dinner. My mum gave me money, she is such a sweetie. Like mother like daughter, hahaha. That is my plan for the evening, farwell.

xox

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Posted on February 03, 2006 @ 4:21 pm
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[ mood | irate ]

Im so sick of everyones bullshit. Im starting to realize that the people who I thought were my friends arn't, they're just using me to sneak out and get drunk like the horny little fuckin basterds that they are. Im fuckin sick of it. My mom is so consumed in her friend, whenever I need to talk to her or have a question to ask shes always busy talking to her damn fuckin friend. I pretty much give up on trust, and friendships. I fuckin hate my english teacher because hes shooting down all my ideas for speaches for this quarter. Sometimes everythings better when I close my eyes.

xox

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Posted on January 31, 2006 @ 9:22 pm
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Ew the weather today was miserable, but the rain drops were beautiful. My day went by pretty well. My art class isn't too painful. We're doing collages, so I can be creative. I have a feeling it will come out pretty good, or atleast thats what I hope. So DJ is in my American Legal class, which is awesome. DJ is incredable, such an amazing person. Thats some good news. For some more good news, I got into that February 27 drivers ed class. Laudine and I are pumped, we'll have our lisences before October! I cant wait for the class to start, although I know Ill be bored as fuck. So thats about it for my day today. I have to go watch Bush speak on TV to pick up tips on giving speaches for homework. What a great example huh? Thats fuckin' pathetic.

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